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  I am definitely having some jitters about leaving my job. I am so excited for the freedom, but a part of me is really going to miss my apartment and New York. Living here has been such a dream. This is the first apartment I have truly loved and felt like home in. I love the beat and pulse of New York City (what a cliche, right?). But I am so heartbroken at having to leave my apartment. I even thought about renegotiating my contract with my current job and went through the entire process of creating a plan to possibly stay in my current position. But a part of me knows that is not the right step. Sure, I'll get to stay in my apartment and continue my life here, but there is no growth in that. I have to accept the fact that I am stagnant in this job and there will be no opportunities to grow as both a professional and a person. This job is suffocating me and I am unable to live my life because of it. Hell, I haven't even gone on a date in over 5 years. I don't even look pre...
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Today was Day 1 of pressing the reset button. It was a pretty good day. 

I got done with work around 11am, then cleaned my entire apartment. Not 100% organized and sorted, but I put things away, cleaned the countertops & glass surfaces, vacuumed, and dusted. I busted out my fall decor and started the transition process. My mom came over and we had the most lovely afternoon. We went shopping and had the yummiest dinner at a Pan-Asian restaurant. Probably some of the best Asian food I've had in Pittsburgh. I'm so grateful to be able to spend this time with her. 

Tomorrow I'll formally be accepting the job offer in New York. I'm so excited, but so scared and nervous at the same time. Fear of making the wrong choice, fear of abandoning my family, fear that I'm going to be alone even in a city of 9 million people, and fear that this clinic will be the same hell. I'm really praying that my quality of life is better otherwise this gigantic move will be for nothing. 

Now time for some planner action with wood wick crackles and Big Bang Theory as a nightcap. <3 

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